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Evening to everyone my title speaks for itself if one more thing happens okay last month I called off my engagement to my fiancee its been 6 weeks we were only engaged 2 months wedding was to be in July of this year we are friends okay now I am having to give up my cable to high keeping the phone  and internet so now I got to get money orders Monday make grocies and wonder how am I going to get this convertor box and pray I get a ride to the grocery store.

I am so tired really yes God has blessed me and my 16 year old handicapped daughter but those storms that come what a way to start 2010 my daughter's birthday is March 17th cannot see myself once again doing one thing but if she wakes up God willing alive and well I the same then that will be alright I need prayers to help me get through this I am unable to work anymore due to her hadicapp got sanctioned in 2007 for not completing a job search program and when I did do the form was not right so I lost my benefits right now I just wont to go hide for real tomorrow night this time probably no tv said they would cut off some time tomorrow Sunday pick up equipment Tuesday I need my phone and the internet that may sound foolish to some of you  give up cable yes and with the increase for the electric to much but I have met some nice people  here on aidpage and some other sites helps me really does.

Now already dealing with no weeding and now this I went a long time no cable and maybe I should of stayed that way I do not watch a lot of television why did they say no rabbit ears what was that hurting just like cellphones and computers not everybody wonts or can afford these things I like to go to Walmart they decided to remove the payphones except 1 and last time I checked that  did not work a shame so now go there best have a ride or somebody coming back to pick you up Please somebody make things easier for those of us poor folks okay and I am going to say it who thought of paying people once a month HELLO.

Well I am sorry for being so long but guess I needed to vent thanks blessed 23 email me and if anyone in Roanoke,Va knows where I can get a cheap convertor box by Monday let me know email me at aidpage Give me ideas to  oh how I can stay sane during the day and of nights my daughter and I no tv listen to the music stero do other things let me know God Bless

Hello Now I guess I need advice okay right now I am so upset okay my half sister she got her tax money and said we were going shopping yesterday okay I call to see what was going on something we would go today about 1:00 well here I look out see my niece's boyfriend already in the car  I come from the window to call because I had not put my daughters jeans and shoes on here she is handicapped born with downe's syndrome at birth she does not answer I look out they are gone.

I got so upset I was crying had to calm down called no answer I have a small cyst on my ovary and I try to stay as calm as I can but some things and people do not help why would somebody do like that and then you call they wont say a word watch if I do not go to my great nephew's birthday next month be a year old she will be mad nobody told her to have it at chuckie cheese I live upstairs and they live downstairs in the same building I am so mad thanks for all comments . shy shy 47 or blessed 23